You wouldn't understand... You don't walk a path alone. You don't feel the pain that I feel the very moment I open my eyes and face the world alone. You don't know what I'm going through. Juko's smile dropped at the sound of those words. He sighed and truned his head toward the sky as if reliving that horrible day. "You don't know how close those words hit home." Juko sighed once again. "When I was little my father was an alpha of another pack of another territory. One of the rival packs attacked and my mother hid both my sisters and I in a cave and she went back to fight the crazed wolves. When Kena, Silvermoon and I crept out we saw all of the pack slaughter along with everything that was us. Our friends, family, everything. Juko took a deep breath. "It was too mcuh for Kena and she ran away. Silvermoon and I came to this pack but she got sick soon after and died, taking the one thing left from my old life." Juko explained. A sudden wave of anger rolled over him. "So, yeah I do know what it's like so stop moping around. Whatever happened to you couldn't be more worse than what happened to me. Sira, you are our alpha. Our pack looks to you for guideance. If you're all depressed our pack will grow weaker and weaker until eventually this pack with fall apart and another will attack us" Juko ordered then his hardened face got softer. "Just like before." He murrmered in a hushed voice.

Juko growled softly as he stared deep into Sira's eyes. Of course all he could see was a blocked path which was what he had also. He narrowed his eyes but then softened. "As you wish." He said in a soft tone but hurt and cruelness hid underneath. "Anything you wish for me to do?" He asked in the same soft voice. He sat feeling hurt since he had just spill his guts out and all he got was the threat to be moved back down to a omega. Sighing, Juko looked calmly at the slow moving brook and the little fishes moving lazily up and down and sideways and basicly all ways. He looked back at the alpha and felt nothign toward the beast now that she refused to open up to her second-high.

I know I told you that there is only one alpha at this moment, but... there might be two in the approaching summer that is yet to come. But, don't take my words to heart. Juko nodded. "I will leave you then." He asked in the repsectful tone that basicly meant he was sucking up to his alpha. He watched intently as the shattered reflection pieced itself together once more and Sira's lovely face was seen once more. He looked at his own reflection and saw his rouge patches on his pelt that stuck up in places and his strange eyes stared back at him. Even he could see the hatred, shame, discomfort, and sorrow in the green orbs.

His paws itched to kill something and as a silver trout swam by without a care his paw lashed out lightning fast and killed the unsuspectful fish with one deadly claw. He set the fish as the paws of the alpha and turned away to walk off but did so slowly to see if Sira really did want him to do something, even if it was stupid and just to waste time.